This is unbearable.
Even though I’m grateful to all the help from the people rallying around,
I hate the fact that I need them.
Help me to receive as well as to give.
Teach me to use the illness positively,
As a chance to let go of my desire always to be organised, competent and in control.
Set my spirit free – I know I am valuable to you, even when I’m stuck here!
Love and light